Irium

Sometimes I just wonder our lives next time. But for the meanwhile, things are great and hope we don't 嫌弃 too much bah maybe I should cut down on that ♥

2XU Couple

Potassium

So angst now coz she's been screaming at my bedside for the past 1 hr. She suddenly got angry because I left my clothes around the room. And from there she began her forever-and-ever-on-repeat life talkshow.

Sometimes I do think that I am really that a big burden to her. She always think that I am super lousy and a disappointment. She started screaming about me going overseas (Okay not as if I really went but those plans about going overseas but failed in the end). Now she is forcing me to a corner and told me to go and book a tour to bring them and grandma (at my own expense since I keep talking about going overseas). Whenever I started talking about tours with friends, she is always against the idea. She said if im so free I should spend more time on my studies or plan a trip for them to go together. For some reasons (which I think I told u before lah), they wont go overseas on their own and leave me behind. Neither would they leave my grandma behind. So they going oversead by themselves it totally a no-no affair and needn't be discussed further. And she said if im so "rich" (to be able to keep asking to go trips with friends), I should save up to pay my school fees in full or just save up to get my own place next time. She always tell me that if I wanna play, I should be studying instead. If I wanna play, I should enjoy with my hubby next time. Whenever I told her that NOW is the prime moment to enjoy life once a while (in terms of having nt much responsibilities at the moment that would lead to nt able to travel), but she won't buy it. Still, she say next time I would have a lot of time to travel with my hubby if I want to. I seriously think she doesnt trust my friends. From the examples that she doesnt trust me to travel with yi wen to bangkok or travel with boyu to jb for a few hours. She also threatened me not to bring it up again as it would bring unhappiness to both of them. She also say that next time when im working full time den I will have more say in things, by then maybe she will lemme go. but I told her it's only 1 year from now does it gonna make a difference? She said yes, when I earn my own keeping and get out of the house, yes, its gna make a difference. When I reach that stage she claimed she wont bother about where Im flying (but I doubt it totally). And she added that it would be 8-10 years (OK WTF OK)

And then she started talking about grandma (which made me totally teary and low morale) . She said that she wants to go overseas too but there's no one to bring her, and its only that our family is ABLE to bring her overseas. All my uncles cant do it (for the various numerous legit or unlegit reasons). Actually my parents said this before that they arent that adventurous and hence travelling isnt their top priority. But by throwing this whole travelling plan to me is like throwing me into the grave. I have never planned any tour AND HOW U EXPECT ME TO DO THAT WTF. You dont even lemme explore even JB, and how u expect me to plan something further. And she jus said go to the tour agency and look through their tour packages and jus throw money there and we can go already so simple. She said that we shall go during may-july period. But she totally knows im gna work my ass out (as usual) and by telling me to plan a trip at that period (Are you trying to push me to a corner again). And this has been going on for the pass 1 hr and I totally cannot take it anymore. And this is only the first part (lemme save this first).

And she went on about the marriage topic (somehow it jus linked). And about staying with in-laws topics. And many many more related stuff. And suddenly talking about flats. and talking about whats the soonest I could reach that stage. (she counted 5 years and she said that if I could get out in 5 years it should be a happy occasion). Den she mentioned about u, asking me whether 这个男人你会嫁吗? Then I said 会. Den she carry on saying about the houseworks, regarding who's gna do. At our own place, we need not worry so much on these aspect but once we are on our own we have to.

I just needed a listening ear but u r sleeping already and didnt wanna affect yr emotions for tml so I jus write it here u may see it next time. Till next time. Saranghae♡

Bromine

Black Comedy yesterday! Impromptu movie date! The show was quite funny and the female lead was super chio siah!

Taught you how too kiss properly opps. Lecture theory practical one shot. Then keep kissing u hee. I guess we are always too daring during night times heh heh.

Actually didnt wanna europe last time. But just to catch up the 1 hr lesson I didnt went yesterday.

MyLouisKoreanStyle.

Iodine

Okay this is bad urgh. I miss you so much despite seeing you for 12 hrs on Sat and 5 mins on Sunday.

Managed to make you jump at the Jem entrance by doing a force-back-hug-attack woots.

Cant slp. Screwed up body clock.

Jiayous dearie for tml wed and thurs(: I'll always be here.

Xenon

Urgh I'm hungry and doing e-lect. Realized that keeping the Europe time ain't as fantastic as I thought, and it had became a bad habit (to procrastinate during the day time and paying back the night hours in return). Not a very good deal huh.

And the night air now smells like fumigation =.= (later i faint how?)

Sigh;/

Self-declare off day tomorrow. (That's 4 hrs worth of e-lect please bless me)

Potassium

These songs which were annoying each other with to the extremes♥

Chlorine

Yesterday was a happy day. Ton the night to complete work so I could spend the day with the boy. Just simply too many datelines and I could not breathe already. Luckily I managed to complete most of the stuff in 1 night.

We met for breakfast (which turns out to become lunch) and then head hme to mug somemore (law of table tennis sighs) before going for swimming and just acia therapy! Love the free flow icecream and yummy main courses for a reasonable price! We should have drank more (we drink a lot more last time okay, like 3 rounds?)

Not forgetting to mention the lovely Photoshoot.  Why do you always look so gd in sunnies! Like a korean hunkie siah. Can you be my model?

Cant imagine life for us in the near future, but hopefully we will make it there love♡

Boron

We had badminton yesterday! In return of numerous mosquito bites :( Maybe we're too sweet.